i suck

i cant fucking keep a relationship

i wish i could give them what they deserve

we should break up, so that they will have a chance to find someone better

it makes sense that they dont wanna break up

cuz they think its their fault

but no,its mine

i wish they wouldnt be sad when we break up, im not worth it

i should have just shut up WHY DID I SAY THAT I HATE MYSELF

fuck i hope atleast after this they realize im just a piece of shit

i hope to never find love because nobody deserves my shit

i dont wanna harm myself, its not like thats gonna solve this

so what will solve this?? like in all seriousness??

i be straightforward, and tell them whatever i am thinking

if we can agree, things are good

if not

i fucked up but atleast now they know